12.17.07
Somedays I want to cry
I love my daughter with all of my heart. I really do. However, there are days when I just want to cry. She doesn’t listen, she acts up and she sasses me. I just want to crawl back into my bed on those days and wake up when she is in college. And then, when I am at my whit’s end, she turns around and does something adorable. For example, today, she just smiled at me and said “I love you Mommy!” and it put all the bad behind me.
But then, she screamed and sassed a moment later resulting in a time out. During said time out, she smeared a cracker onto my wall! GAH!! CALGON – TAKE ME AWAY!!
On the plus side, Garrett slept through the night again!!! WOO HOO!! I think that perhaps we are getting closer to that tooth breaking through and he is settling back down into his good little sleeping routine for us again!! Thank GOODNESS!!! I realize how spoiled we are in having a good sleeper!
I also finally got in to see my dr. We had to sit in the waiting room for AN HOUR! I was NOT a happy camper when we got back to see her, but thank goodness she was ready to come and see me pretty much right away. She was really sweet and gave me nasal spray rather than medicine as to not risk it affecting my milk supply. She also gave me a Z Pack….so I am sure that I’ll be back to my old self in NO time at all! Thank goodness for that!!!


